It’s been nine years since I lost the love of my life. I met Debbie in college and we just instantly clicked. We got married a little over a year after we graduated. Our great life together came to an abrupt end when a drunk truck driver slammed into Debbie’s car head on. She died instantly. At least she didn’t suffer. I can’t say the same for me or our daughter, Julie.
Suddenly we had to figure out how we were going to make a new life without Debbie. Well, I was the one who had to figure it out. Julie was very young when her mother died. Of course, I got a huge settlement from the trucking company’s insurance company. That and Debbie’s life insurance ensured that I didn’t really have to work to earn a living and Julie would be well taken care of financially. I still work. I don’t need to work for the money but I need to work to take up my time. If I wasn’t working, I’d probably be sitting at home drinking all day. Obviously, I can’t do that as I have a daughter to care for. She needs me to be strong.
Ironically, I think I have a much better relationship with Julie than I probably would have had if Debbie hadn’t died. I’ve had to act as both mother and father to Julie and she’s had to rely on me for everything. I tried very early on to make sure she understood that she could always talk to me about anything and we made a pact to never lie to each other. Luckily, she’s been a great kid.
There were certainly tough times, though. I had to learn to cook and actually found that I kind of enjoy it. What I make is pretty basic but it has served our needs. Julie took home econ class a couple of years ago and found that cooking could be fun so she has been a big help in the last couple of years. There are even some dinners that she likes to make by herself. She’s growing up in front of my eyes. Watching her grow up has been the most amazing experience of my life. It’s been like being able to watch a caterpillar evolve into a butterfly. A girl’s body seems to make some small change almost every day. It’s really incredible.
It was a bit embarrassing the first time I had to take her to buy a bra. She didn’t really need one yet as she’d barely started puberty. But girls that age want to wear a bra because it makes them feel older and more like a woman. The only other reason they wear a bra at that age is prevent someone from seeing their nipples tenting out their shirt. Personally, I’ve always liked that look as it’s very sexy. My teen daughter didn’t need to look sexy at that age so it’s a good thing I bought them.
Of course, the really embarrassing time was when she got her first period. I had talked to her about it in advance and tried to make sure she knew she could talk to me about it when the time came, but she was still very embarrassed to tell me when it happened. Going to the store and buying tampons or pads for my daughter was the really embarrassing part. Within a couple of years, she started complaining that the cramps from her periods were really bad. She even had to miss a few days of school because they were so bad. I took her to the doctor and he recommended putting Julie on birth control pills as they usually made periods much less severe. It worked and now there’s the added benefit that I don’t have to worry about her getting pregnant when she gets sexually active.
The best thing that’s happened, though, is Julie’s best friend Mellissa. Mellissa and her family had apparently moved into our neighborhood during the summer after my wife died. The two girls immediately bonded. From day one they haven’t wanted to be apart. They see each other almost every day. When they were young, I used to set up play dates for them with Mel’s mother. They ended up spending more time at our house than Mel’s because of Mel’s little sister, Beth. Beth is a couple years younger than the girls and always wanted to play with them. Beth is a good kid but the girls didn’t always want her hanging around so they’d come to our house.
Once the girls got into junior high and they started getting a lot of homework they were finding it tougher to spend enough time together. They solved that by Mel coming home with Julie after school almost every day. They’d do their homework together and then have time to do whatever it is that girls do. Eventually, they started having sleepovers as well. It seems like Mel was spending more time at our house than hers. And during the summer the two girls spent a lot of time laying out by our pool. I’ll never understand how girls can spend so much time basically doing nothing other than roasting in the sun. It didn’t bother me having Mel at our house so much, though, as she’s a really sweet kid and the two girls are so good together that there’s never a problem. It’s just like having a second daughter except without any fighting. And I think Julie thinks of Mel as her sister. I can’t think of a single time they’ve been mad at each other for more than a couple of minutes. They really are unbelievable together.
The interesting thing is that they’ve both had a couple of boyfriends in the last couple of years but they never seemed to last long. I could be wrong but I think that the girls felt a sense of loss that they couldn’t spend as much time together when they had boyfriends. Maybe they’re just at that stage of seeing boys their age as being the immature jerks most boys are in their teens.
Lately, though, there have been some changes going on. Maybe it’s just my imagination, but Julie seems to be wearing less clothing around the house and giving me glimpses of her body. They don’t seem to be intentional so maybe she doesn’t realize she’s doing it but it’s hard not to look. I guess this is a good point to describe the two girls to you.
The girls are now 16 and starting the 10th grade. Julie is very slender and about 5’6” tall. She has light brown, shoulder-length hair and green eyes she got from her mother. She has small (32B) breasts, but on her slim body they fit her perfectly so that she has a really nice shape. Mellissa, on the other hand, is shorter at about 5’3” with dark brown hair, brown eyes, and bigger breasts, probably a C cup. She has a naturally olive complexion such that if she spends about an hour in the sun, she looks like she has been tanning all summer. Mel is not as slender as Julie. Not fat by any means but just curvier in all the right places. The girls look very different but both are going to be beautiful women when they grow up.
Anyway, lately Julie has been watching TV with me in the evening wearing just a long T-shirt or one of my football jerseys with a pair of panties underneath. The thing is, lately she doesn’t always wear the panties. There have been times where she has laid on the floor facing the TV with her butt to me and she’ll raise up her legs or move around such that I can see between her legs and several times I’ve seen her smooth peach that she obviously shaves. I try not to look, but I’m a man. It’s nearly impossible not to look at what a woman is showing you, even if she is my daughter. I feel like such a perv or a bad dad to look but I just can’t look away.
And then there are times she’ll bend over to give me a kiss good night and her shirt will fall away from her chest and show me her perfect breasts. And her kisses seem to have been lingering longer than they used to giving me more time to look at her tits. It may just be that she doesn’t realize how much she is showing as she’s not used to having the body of a young woman.
I just did find out that these glimpses have not been accidental. Here’s what happened. Last Saturday, Julie told me that Mel’s mother was going to take them to the mall and then pick them up later in the afternoon. Julie wanted to know if she could have some money in case she found something she wanted to buy. I gave Julie my debit card and told her to try to keep it down under $200 and to have fun.
Late in the afternoon Julie came back home with a couple of bags and went to her room. When she came down to give me the card back, I asked her what she got. She said she’d show me later. We made dinner after a while and ate. Then Julie went back up to her room and I turned on the TV. After a while, Julie came down the stairs and told me to close my eyes. When she told me to open them I was stunned. Julie had on a red, shear baby doll nightgown with nothing underneath. She was essentially completely naked. I said, “Julie, what are you wearing? You can’t wear that around me, you’re naked.” She said, “But Daddy, I bought it just for you. I obviously can’t wear this for anyone else.”
“Julie you need to put some clothes on. You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen, but I shouldn’t be seeing you like this. It’s not appropriate. You’re going to put thoughts in my head that I shouldn’t have. Please go put something on.”
“Daddy, there’s a reason I’m dressed like this. There is something I want to talk to you about that I’ve been thinking about for quite a while. It’s taken me a bit of courage to talk to you about it so please let me say what I want to say and don’t interrupt me. Okay?”
“Sure honey, but can’t you put some clothes on first?” “Daddy I don’t mind you seeing me this way. In fact, I like you looking at me. You haven’t seemed to mind looking at me these past several weeks when I’ve let you look at my tits or my pussy. So, let me just tell you what I’ve been thinking.” She had me there.
“As you can see, Daddy, I’m not a little girl anymore. I’m a young woman. A young woman with raging hormones. I’m sure you remember going through that when you were young. I’ve been thinking about my virginity a lot lately. From what some girls have told me and what I’ve read on the Internet, the first time a girl has sex usually sucks. It’s usually with a boyfriend her age who has about as little or only slightly more experience than she has. The boy is usually so excited to have sex that he can’t take the time to get the girl ready or doesn’t know what he should be doing. Once he finally sticks his dick in the girl it feels so good that he’s lucky if he lasts more than a minute before he cums. Then, he’s so embarrassed that he came so fast he gets dressed and leaves and the girl got nothing out of it except the initial pain of entry and a mess dripping out of her.”
I told you that she could talk to me about anything but this seemed kind of TMI to me. I said, “Honey I don’t know where this is going exactly but I didn’t expect to have this kind of talk with you for a couple of years yet.”
“Daddy, please let me finish. Anyway, I’ve been thinking about this and trying to figure out how to avoid having such a lousy first time. You know I’ve had a couple of boy friends but we never did more than a little kissing and touching over our clothes. So, I just want to let you know that I am still a virgin. I finally figured out the perfect solution. Daddy, there is no one in the world that loves me more than you do. There is no one in the world that cares about my happiness more than you. And there will probably never be another man who can honestly tell me he loves me without having first had sex with me. Daddy, I want you to make love to me. I want to give you my virginity and I want you to teach me how to make love rather than just having sex. And to be clear, I’m not talking about a one-time thing. I want that first time to be the start of a life-long sexual relationship with you. I want us to be able to make love whenever we want to and to pleasure each other whenever we want.”
“Now I know you’re thinking we can’t do this because I’m your daughter and it would be incest which is technically illegal. On top of that I’m under age which makes it even more illegal. But I don’t care about those things, Daddy. What we do in the privacy of our home is no one else’s business. The only things that matter are that we love each other and no one is being forced into an unwanted relationship. Daddy, you know that you have been my world since mom died. I want to be able to show you how much I love you. And I promise that I will not become possessive or try to insist that we live as husband and wife or anything like that. While that doesn’t really sound bad to me, I know we could never pull that off even if we wanted to. If you find other women to be with, I will be happy for you. I’d even be glad to join you in a threesome if you want. Daddy, I’ll do anything you want, whenever and wherever you want. Please make love to me Daddy.”
“Wow, Julie I don’t know what to say. I can appreciate that you’ve given this some thought and don’t think for a moment that if the circumstances were different that I wouldn’t jump at the chance to be intimate with you. But we can’t do this, Jules. I am your father. It’s not right and as you’ve said it is illegal. If anyone ever found out I’d go to prison for a long time. I think you just need to wait for the right guy to come along and do it the old-fashioned way. I love you with all my heart but I don’t think I could live with the guilt if we had sex together.”
“Daddy, that’s why I want us to make love, not just have sex. We love each other. We love each other more than anyone else loves either one of us. Why shouldn’t we be allowed to show our love for each other physically? I want to know what it’s like to really make love, not just have sex. To do that, I need to be with someone I know I truly love. And that’s you. Daddy, I don’t want to try to force you into something you don’t want to do. I’ve told you my feelings and I would just like you to think about it. Hopefully, you’ll realize how beautiful it would be for us to make love together and you’ll change your mind. When you do, I’ll be ready for you. Simply pick me up and carry me to your bed when you’re ready for me. I’ll do everything I can to make you happy. One more thing, though, to help you figure it out, I intend to wear very little if any clothes around the house from now on. You’ve seen everything already anyway. I want you to see that I will always be ready to make love with you. You have my permission, Daddy, to touch me anywhere you want, whenever you want, in any way you want. In fact, you don’t just have my permission, you have my desire to be touched.”
With that, Julie got up and left the room and went upstairs to her bedroom. She had poured out her heart and soul to me while showing me her whole beautiful body. What can I do? If it wasn’t illegal, I wouldn’t hesitate a minute. How many 30 something guys would turn down a 16-year-old girl whose begging him to fuck her? If it weren’t for the law, only a gay guy would turn it down. If I do it, I’m breaking the law and I’m a bad dad. If I don’t do it, I’ll break my daughter’s heart. She did exactly as I taught her to do. She confided in me with her most personal thoughts. How do I dismiss them without hurting her?
This morning I was in the kitchen making breakfast and Julie walked in completely naked. Not even the nightgown. I said, “Geez Julie, put some clothes on.” She said, “Daddy I told you I wouldn’t be wearing clothes around the house any more. At least when it’s just the two of us. Although I’m sure Mel wouldn’t mind me walking around naked. She’d probably like to do it too.” “Why do you say that,” I asked.
“Well Daddy, as long as I’m being totally honest with you about my sexuality, I should probably tell you that Mel and I have been taking care of each other’s needs for a while now. When she spends the night, we usually pleasure each other before going to sleep. I hope you aren’t disappointed in me, Daddy. We’re not lesbians. We aren’t attracted to other girls but it just seems so right for us to be together. We enjoy it. Does that shock you, Daddy?”
“No, that doesn’t shock me and I’m certainly not disappointed in you. Actually, I think it’s pretty hot. I probably shouldn’t be saying that but there isn’t anything much hotter than two beautiful women having sex together. There’s certainly nothing wrong with it.”
“Would you like to watch us sometime, Daddy? I’m sure Mel would love for you to watch us. She’s actually had the hots for you longer than I have. In fact, it was probably from her talking so much about how she wanted to have sex with you that got me to start looking at you as not just my father, but as a very handsome and sexy man. You have to realize that Mel loves you, Daddy. She considers you her second dad. The only reason she hasn’t actually come on to you is that she’s sure you wouldn’t be interested in such a young girl and, besides, I called dibs first. I told her that after you and I make love that if she wants to join in it would be fine with me. Frankly, Daddy, one of our biggest turn-ons to talk about is licking your cum out of each other’s pussy. I bet you’d love to see that, wouldn’t you?”
“Julie what are you trying to do to me? But now my biggest concern is just what I was afraid of. You’ve obviously told Mel of your intentions for us to make love so I can only assume that if we did it, you’d tell her. That means that it wouldn’t be just our secret. So, I think my turning you down, though wishing I didn’t have to, was the right thing to do.”
“Daddy, you know that Mel and I don’t have any secrets from each other. And neither one of us would ever tell anyone else our secrets. Mel would be happy for us if we did it and, like I said, she’d love to join in or make love with you separately as well. She’d never tell anyone. Daddy, you could have either one or both of us whenever you want. We both love you, want to make you happy, and will gladly share you with each other. And, of course, we want you to make us happy as well. Regardless of that, I think it would be real fun to have you watch Mel and I have sex together. You could even jack off while you watch us if you want and cum all over us when you’re ready. That would be so hot. Wouldn’t you like to see us licking your cum off of each other? We talk about sharing your cum all the time and we both get so wet at the thought.”